July, 2001

Saturday, 7

I saw Japanese animation "Inuyasha" 32, 33. Its story became gradually difficult for me to understand. I feel imagination of Japanese is infinite. A lot of things about Human life are well descripted. And I was so tearful at the similar situation between its story and mine.

Sunday, 8

Yesterday, I was drunken and sleeped down on the street with my laptop Jaryong. A man robbed my laptop and run away. But I couldn't remember that incident because of alchol fermentation process. A policeman captured that people, and I found my laptop. Hu Hu... I thouhgt that I had a good fortune and the world would not be dark.

And today, I met the girl who had given me pain. I heard the reason... I'm the bad boy friend. I think... I can understand her situation but I can't imagine the furture for us yet. I'm lost in a conception...

Monday, 9

I didn't work hard in my company today either. I'm lost in a conception yet. I don't have any idea though tomorrow is my birthday. Probably, I'll be alone tomorrow.

Tuesday, 10

My birthday... the blue day..., In my company, I was in silence. I couldn't hear any congratulation message from whom I really wanted. Recently and continuously, I have been in grief..., I don't know when that is over.

Thursday, 12

Recently, I feel my spiritual food is insufficient especially cultural mind and philosophical speculation. I mainly read books only concerned with Biology and Computer. It made me the guy who thought narrowly and lacked of community. So I decided to read many books and play regular sports. Sports means preparation for the spiritual food. I will swim regularly. And I will regularly read books especially about culture and philosophy. I'm reading On Human Nature. Continuously I will read a lot of books for spiritual wealth.

Message From urseason July 17, 2001

How are U doing these days??

• In these days, I spent much time to read a book. So I didn't keep a diary, be lazy. But I'm always interested in EnglishDiary. I'll make a new project on Members. Thank you for your concern about my diary.

Saturday, 21

I had a good time with my friends urseason, Jin, Young. We watched a film Jurisic Park 3. I can understand the intention of 3rd edition because I read a book. In the book, there are a lot of adventure with many dinosaurs. But 1st film didn't have time to roll out stories. Urgent occurrences are happended and CGs are naturally organized.

In the world, There are many books, life is too short, but I am too lazy. That's problem of my thirsty.

Monday, 23

I solved the problem that had made me crazy. The problem is programming of drawing text on image. It tooks about two weeks, cares had weighted heavily upon me. Since I solved the problem, my code flew like it has wings. As any other programming isn't easy that isn't, moreover, another problems appear continuously. I encounter these problem with pleasure. Ha Ha Ha...

I began to read the book For Man introduced in NoSmoke. In metro, I felt shy because this book seemed for woman and more the book cover has naked woman painting on it. But It make me have the different focus for human, espacially stylish man. Can it change my lifestyle? Little by little, I wish to be a man who has real style.

Tuesday, 24

I finished My Clustering visualization program today afternoon. Python is very interactive language I'm satisfied. I can construct my logic easily. This achievement is significant for me. I want to be a genuine bioinformatician equiped theoritical knowledge. I hope this step is important first step. From now, I'll study the book Programming Python 2rd, and become the programmer make any problems easy. After, I'll study C and C++.

August, 2001

Friday, 10

Today is the first day since my summer vacation ended. A lot of things had waited for me but I did not ready to meet them. Now a days I don't know what is the most important thing in my life. The Preference for working and studying turn out to be undesirable. Appropriate composure is needed. In these days, my lifestyle seems to go against that in some kind. Life is too short. Wise adjudication is needed.

I'm gradually improving my swimming. I understand breathing skill in water. But It is still difficult to make harmonious action in breathing and waving arms with legs.

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